hi, I think I like you.

so I was asked to homecoming, nbd. hahahalike, last week. hahah. a little late on the update, I know. I can't help myself from thinking that maybe the guy I'm going with is just too good for me - like I don't deserve to be going to homecoming with him. I feel like he could be doing so much better, and I don't really know why he asked me. that was all that was running through my head last week. 2 of my friends gave me pep talks, which helped a bit haha. I guess you could say my confidence level was below sea level last week. It got better when I realized I was nominated for Homecoming Court & a lot of my friends came up to me and told me they voted for me. I didn't win, and honestly I didn't really want to win, but I was still flattered knowing that people voted for me.but now the problem is - I don't know if I like this kid or not. nonono, like we're really good friends. I just don't know if I like like him or not. I think a lot of it is the fact that I tend to crush on people easily, kind of. Another big part of it is the fact that I'm flattered that he even asked me to homecoming in the first place. I mean, granted, he probably just asked me as a friend, but still, in my crazy 16 year old head, I keep thinking that maybe there's a slim 1% chance that he might like me. I think maybe it's just because maybe I'm flattered and, well, honored that he's even liking me/having an interest in me in the first place. we're also pretty good friends, so I guess that contributes some crazy way. I don't know if I like him or not. I'm still trying to figure out my feelings. Gah, feelings suuuck.