have been pretty bomb !
on thursday we went to sixflags; it was funnn ! (:
hahaha, then right after that i hung out at school for half an hour + chilled, lawl !
d: andthennn, the awards banquet for band started, and everyone signed my yearbook.
except for sean ! ERGH. haha. KODAK SPILLED COKE ALL OVER MY YEARBOOOK ! + he ruined a whole page too ._.
haha, awiodsjfkaweokf. kidding (: anyway ! then, lalala, CARBONATED CANDY = BRAH.
hahah it was hilarious ! d: "Does it make a sound ?" *bouncebounce* " yeah, it does." hahaha !
and guess what ?!
I GOT MOST OUTSTANDING BAND MEMBER AWARD ! i was so excited ! i had no idea it was gonna be meeee ! IT WAS BOMB. and then mrs. miceli gave me the prettiest necklace ever; i've been wearing it since.
:] then TODAYY, we had a bbq at erics house ! IT WAS SO MUCH FUNNN. (: caraline went ~ she's my long lost sister, haha.
dude ! DYLAN IS THE CUTEST EVARRRR. he was attacking me :] and smacking me with cones and his toy car, it was adorable! he kissed me + held on to my leg. (don't worry, he's like 5. haha.) but he's ADORABLE. haha, he called me ugly compared to KEVIN + elias ! that was crazeh, lawl. but I love him. <3>
I kinda wish he was my little brother. but he's not. ]:
gaaaah ! and then we went to tiff's dance recital, which was AWESOME ! tiffany is the best dancer EVER. she just gets so into it and she has so much passion for it lawl.
she looks so funny with makeup- we took so much pictures of it LOOOL and the bathroom one haha !
THEN WE HAD NOODLES AND VIVI`S CAKE. to die for. <3 hahaha. it was sooo goood (:
Gaaah, long day, I'm pooped ! holler (:
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
Chinese School Graduation = FAIL.
Hahaha ! WE GRADUATED CHINESE SCHOOL, YEY :D
Heehee, we don't have to go anymore~ woot !
I guess its somewhat depressing though; we had so much fun this year with the CANDY & the teachers, haha.
+ I feel like this year everyone became closer friends, yaknow ?
like, we hung out with everyone !
& now we're never gonna see them again. too late, huh ?
yeah. So Lihan & Jackie; we've gotta haaang !
hahaa. :3 we bettar. i mean, yeah, i'm excited that we graduated chinese school but its sad that we can't see anyone anymore. :[
Blaaaah !
Meanwhile, my ζηδΈη project was ULTIMATE FAAAIL. Haha, my sound system didn't work, so I had to narrate it. The narration was the failure part.
I ran outta things to say, so basically I'm just standing there waiting for the pictures to roll by.
as if that wasnt embarrassing enough, MY GRADUATION CAP FELL OFF.
Out of the blue! Randomly! By itself ! Like, I felt it slipping off my head so I grabbed it, but it still fell ._.
GAAARH, see what I mean by ultimate fail ?
hahaha. wonderful, ain't it ? :D
it was fun though. didn't stay to play flag football/basketball, though I kinda wanted to.
wait; playing in a dress? OH PSH, I could've totally done it ;]
~ Cyaaa !
Heehee, we don't have to go anymore~ woot !
I guess its somewhat depressing though; we had so much fun this year with the CANDY & the teachers, haha.
+ I feel like this year everyone became closer friends, yaknow ?
like, we hung out with everyone !
& now we're never gonna see them again. too late, huh ?
yeah. So Lihan & Jackie; we've gotta haaang !
hahaa. :3 we bettar. i mean, yeah, i'm excited that we graduated chinese school but its sad that we can't see anyone anymore. :[
Blaaaah !
Meanwhile, my ζηδΈη project was ULTIMATE FAAAIL. Haha, my sound system didn't work, so I had to narrate it. The narration was the failure part.
I ran outta things to say, so basically I'm just standing there waiting for the pictures to roll by.
as if that wasnt embarrassing enough, MY GRADUATION CAP FELL OFF.
Out of the blue! Randomly! By itself ! Like, I felt it slipping off my head so I grabbed it, but it still fell ._.
GAAARH, see what I mean by ultimate fail ?
hahaha. wonderful, ain't it ? :D
it was fun though. didn't stay to play flag football/basketball, though I kinda wanted to.
wait; playing in a dress? OH PSH, I could've totally done it ;]
~ Cyaaa !
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Generation, Regeneration, and Degeneration.
We had Youth Group yesterday ! & like always, it was pretty deeeeep.
It was bizarre, how Christ died for OUR sins, and how when he died, the gates to the Garden of Eden were open, because we were cleansed & we were perfect in God's eyes.
Because our sins were washed away, by Christ.
The veil ripped. The gates were opened. He died for our sins.
So if Christ loved us till the end, and he wants us to do that..
He served us, and we should serve him too. Its not what makes us happy, its what makes othe rpeople happy, and by serivng people, we will be blessed, and the constantness will be there again.
(:
Maaaan, I love youth group. The lesssons are always so DEEEEP, & then we have fun after wards.
Teehee, "YAY, wo shi yi ge da ben dan ! "
That was hilarious ! :]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LIHAN!! :D
I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT ONE (:
Vivi`s concert later ! :] CRAP, I still have to do my chinese school project- getting off blogspot; no more procrastination ! ;D
haha, peaaace.
It was bizarre, how Christ died for OUR sins, and how when he died, the gates to the Garden of Eden were open, because we were cleansed & we were perfect in God's eyes.
Because our sins were washed away, by Christ.
The veil ripped. The gates were opened. He died for our sins.
So if Christ loved us till the end, and he wants us to do that..
He served us, and we should serve him too. Its not what makes us happy, its what makes othe rpeople happy, and by serivng people, we will be blessed, and the constantness will be there again.
(:
Maaaan, I love youth group. The lesssons are always so DEEEEP, & then we have fun after wards.
Teehee, "YAY, wo shi yi ge da ben dan ! "
That was hilarious ! :]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LIHAN!! :D
I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT ONE (:
Vivi`s concert later ! :] CRAP, I still have to do my chinese school project- getting off blogspot; no more procrastination ! ;D
haha, peaaace.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
My Old Blogspot
http://www.musicislov3.blogspot.com/ <-- that was my old one.
and so I was looking at it today, and I realized that I like that one better.
Gaaah, woes to me, eh ?
Haha, thats weird. but I like that one better because all my deep stuff is on it; so if you guys could follow that one too, that'd be great (:
You could follow both ! I'll be posting on both, whichever one I feel like, haha.
So follow both, pleeaase ?
Hehe, please & thank you; & then I'll follow you back ;D
Teehee, you know its appealing.
and someone; can you teach me how to get the music player on here?
I don't know how, haha.
(:
and so I was looking at it today, and I realized that I like that one better.
Gaaah, woes to me, eh ?
Haha, thats weird. but I like that one better because all my deep stuff is on it; so if you guys could follow that one too, that'd be great (:
You could follow both ! I'll be posting on both, whichever one I feel like, haha.
So follow both, pleeaase ?
Hehe, please & thank you; & then I'll follow you back ;D
Teehee, you know its appealing.
and someone; can you teach me how to get the music player on here?
I don't know how, haha.
(:
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Loneliness
When Elias said how much he hated loneliness, I don't think I really understood.
But now that I do, I know what he means.
I hate feeling lonely.. the feeling that no one is here with you.. that one one will help you.. no one is there for you..
And you can't help wondering if they betrayed you/left you/are mad at you or not.
Yes, I say sorry alot. Why? Because I'm always afraid that someone I care about is mad at me. And I would hate that; because you don't know what happens from that point on.
Either if its forgiveness or they hold a grudge.. I don't think anything will ever be the same.
Because in your concsience, you know that it happened.. and for some reason that obstacle in your relationship with you and that friend just doesn't seem to disappear, no matter how much you want to smooth it over .
I hate being lonely. I hate feeling helpless and that I have to face everything alone. But its time to face reality- sometimes you have to be alone. Sometimes, its a test.
But really... you're never alone. No matter how alone you feel.
God is, and will always be with you.
Doesnt that just make you feel so...wonderful?
Even if you feel that you're alone.. you don't have anyone..
remember that you always DO have someone... no matter what happens, and no matter what will happen.
God is always with you.
You've heard that poem before.. right?
But now that I do, I know what he means.
I hate feeling lonely.. the feeling that no one is here with you.. that one one will help you.. no one is there for you..
And you can't help wondering if they betrayed you/left you/are mad at you or not.
Yes, I say sorry alot. Why? Because I'm always afraid that someone I care about is mad at me. And I would hate that; because you don't know what happens from that point on.
Either if its forgiveness or they hold a grudge.. I don't think anything will ever be the same.
Because in your concsience, you know that it happened.. and for some reason that obstacle in your relationship with you and that friend just doesn't seem to disappear, no matter how much you want to smooth it over .
I hate being lonely. I hate feeling helpless and that I have to face everything alone. But its time to face reality- sometimes you have to be alone. Sometimes, its a test.
But really... you're never alone. No matter how alone you feel.
God is, and will always be with you.
Doesnt that just make you feel so...wonderful?
Even if you feel that you're alone.. you don't have anyone..
remember that you always DO have someone... no matter what happens, and no matter what will happen.
God is always with you.
You've heard that poem before.. right?
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,other times there were one set of footprints.
This bothered me because I noticedthat during the low periods of my life,when I was suffering fromanguish, sorrow or defeat,I could see only one set of footprints.
So I said to the Lord,“You promised me Lord,that if I followed you,you would walk with me always.But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my lifethere have only been one set of footprints in the sand.Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?”
The Lord replied,“The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand,is when I carried you.”
This bothered me because I noticedthat during the low periods of my life,when I was suffering fromanguish, sorrow or defeat,I could see only one set of footprints.
So I said to the Lord,“You promised me Lord,that if I followed you,you would walk with me always.But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my lifethere have only been one set of footprints in the sand.Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?”
The Lord replied,“The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand,is when I carried you.”
So, there it is, everyone. God will always be with you and help you through the obstacles in your life.. and I suppose, that will just make your relationship with God even the more stronger..
And Elias' sermon always gets to me, especially recently, since its my last year and I know I'll have to be saying goodbye soon.
I won't be saying permanent goodbyes.
I'll see you all again. I know I will.
God Loves Us All. (:
Baron Chen!
BARON CHEN :D
I think he is so hottt!
He's from Fated to Love You!
I wish I had a boyfriend/brother like that. He was really sweet..
& He's superduper adorable/hot, so thats a plus.
In that case, I wish I had a BOYFRIEND like him.
^-^ Xin Yi should've gone with Dylan! (the guy Baron plays) instead of Cun Xi, but I understand why she did; Cun Xi was pretty hawt tooo !
^-^ He was also adorable, haha. But I think Baron Chen > Ethan Ruan.
:D If you're smart, you could figure out that Ethan Ruan = Cun Xi.
Heehee, Baron sounds like the dude from Harry Potter ! :D
I LOVE BARON CHEN. & Fated To Love You.
Bullfighting OST & Boys Over Flowers, HERE I COME! :]
Last Band Concert today !
It was really depressing, yet really happy at the same time.
I must say, I will miss middle school & all the people in it.
Perhaps not my 8th grade friends; because they'll all be with me next year.
Except for Brianna and Karen. We'll keep in touch though. We better.
But I'll miss my teachers; I've been with Mrs. Miceli for 5 years ! ):
And I'm gonna miss my 6th and 7th grade bestfriends.
Sean, Brandon, Max, Danny, Nicholas, Nabeel, Shalini, Sam, Melanie, Amie, Lillian, and so on.
& Did I say Sean, Brandon, Max, Danny, and Nicholas?
Boy, I'll miss them.
]: They're cooool.
I guess it's not the time for 8th grade reflection blog yet; that'll be graduation.
Pictures @ Graduation- they better happen.
:] 8th grade has been fun. Memories made. Time for high school ?!
Gaaaah.
I must say, I will miss middle school & all the people in it.
Perhaps not my 8th grade friends; because they'll all be with me next year.
Except for Brianna and Karen. We'll keep in touch though. We better.
But I'll miss my teachers; I've been with Mrs. Miceli for 5 years ! ):
And I'm gonna miss my 6th and 7th grade bestfriends.
Sean, Brandon, Max, Danny, Nicholas, Nabeel, Shalini, Sam, Melanie, Amie, Lillian, and so on.
& Did I say Sean, Brandon, Max, Danny, and Nicholas?
Boy, I'll miss them.
]: They're cooool.
I guess it's not the time for 8th grade reflection blog yet; that'll be graduation.
Pictures @ Graduation- they better happen.
:] 8th grade has been fun. Memories made. Time for high school ?!
Gaaaah.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
siblings.
To most people, siblings are a pain in the butt.
I want siblings.
I hate being alone at home sometimes; and sometimes I just need someone to be there.
Sure, I have my friends. But they won't be there for you every time you need them. They'll be busy; and I'll feel bad getting them to help me out anyway.
How about siblings, though? they can be busy too, can't they? Well, yeah. But I still wish I had a sibling; so that sometimes I wouldn't have to go through my problems alone, I'd have someone to talk to and someone I could trust..
You know what I mean. I'm pretty sure some of you guys have had this feeling before.
But I just really wish that I had an older brother/sister.
Too late for that now, huh?
Haha. Sometimes when I don't know what to do.. the thing I need the most is someone to talk to.
But for some reason, I can never bring myself to bring up the topic- I just can't seem to be able to start talking about my problems with people I know & care about; my friends.
I want siblings.
I hate being alone at home sometimes; and sometimes I just need someone to be there.
Sure, I have my friends. But they won't be there for you every time you need them. They'll be busy; and I'll feel bad getting them to help me out anyway.
How about siblings, though? they can be busy too, can't they? Well, yeah. But I still wish I had a sibling; so that sometimes I wouldn't have to go through my problems alone, I'd have someone to talk to and someone I could trust..
You know what I mean. I'm pretty sure some of you guys have had this feeling before.
But I just really wish that I had an older brother/sister.
Too late for that now, huh?
Haha. Sometimes when I don't know what to do.. the thing I need the most is someone to talk to.
But for some reason, I can never bring myself to bring up the topic- I just can't seem to be able to start talking about my problems with people I know & care about; my friends.
Second Blogger Thing!
HEYGUEIZ.
I'm making a new blogspot, because my old sn was just stupid; haha.
& Some of you might think, well, whats the biggie about this one?
I mean, Superbahtzang; REALLY ?!
Haha, yes. Its more like an inside joke- but its fun ^-^
& Bahtzangs are just delicious, no?
Heehee, so follow me on this one- I need to get Becky to follow this one instead of my musicislov3 one, but its alright.
This one's gonna be so much better, yay! (:
Hahaha, at least.. I hope. (:
I'm supposed to be doing homework ; just finished Fated to Love You, the drama!
It be really good; though the end was kinda expected, and yet unexpected !
Teehee, you'll understand if you watch it ;D
I'm gonna make more blogs today; so I'm gonna end this now :D
Holler (=
I'm making a new blogspot, because my old sn was just stupid; haha.
& Some of you might think, well, whats the biggie about this one?
I mean, Superbahtzang; REALLY ?!
Haha, yes. Its more like an inside joke- but its fun ^-^
& Bahtzangs are just delicious, no?
Heehee, so follow me on this one- I need to get Becky to follow this one instead of my musicislov3 one, but its alright.
This one's gonna be so much better, yay! (:
Hahaha, at least.. I hope. (:
I'm supposed to be doing homework ; just finished Fated to Love You, the drama!
It be really good; though the end was kinda expected, and yet unexpected !
Teehee, you'll understand if you watch it ;D
I'm gonna make more blogs today; so I'm gonna end this now :D
Holler (=
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