siblings.

To most people, siblings are a pain in the butt.
I want siblings.
I hate being alone at home sometimes; and sometimes I just need someone to be there.
Sure, I have my friends. But they won't be there for you every time you need them. They'll be busy; and I'll feel bad getting them to help me out anyway.
How about siblings, though? they can be busy too, can't they? Well, yeah. But I still wish I had a sibling; so that sometimes I wouldn't have to go through my problems alone, I'd have someone to talk to and someone I could trust..
You know what I mean. I'm pretty sure some of you guys have had this feeling before.
But I just really wish that I had an older brother/sister.
Too late for that now, huh?
Haha. Sometimes when I don't know what to do.. the thing I need the most is someone to talk to.
But for some reason, I can never bring myself to bring up the topic- I just can't seem to be able to start talking about my problems with people I know & care about; my friends.