l-o-v-e..?

so.. what is love?
around me, I see people falling in and out of love. all at the same time.
yes, 'love'.
falling in love can do wonders.. it can change a person, strengthen them, make them a better person through it.
falling out of love. unexplainable. the pain, the suffering. the hurt, the insecurity. the low self esteem.
but is it worth falling in love?
because.. sometimes.. people find their 'true love' and their soul mate easily and just by the Lord guiding them..
and that is awesome.
falling in love seems like a fantasy to me.
'love' just seems so far-fetched,
I don't know if I could ever feel it one day.
I want to..
sometimes.. it's hard for some other people to find their person.
and that means, going through the 'falling out of love' process, one too many times.
so much pain.. the hurt.
that can change someone too.
so what's this big deal about love?
it's tossed around too much, true. sometimes, with no true meaning.
but when you're truly madly in love..
your time with them is the best times of your life.
I heard it's the best feeling in the world.
it brings happiness. like you're on the top of the world.

I heard it's wonderful up there.

I guess it's worth the long run.
as long as.. we know in the end.. we'll be with who we're destined to be with.
in the guidance of the Lord.
some people find their person earlier, true.
and for some of us.. it takes more time.
more pain? possibly.
it'll make us stronger.

one day.

top of the world.