Sorry I'm doing so many posts today. hahaha.
I could make this all one post, but my thoughts are scattered, so deal with it.
I'm scared of getting hurt. I'm scared of being let down, because honestly I don't want to put myself through more pain that I really have to go through.
I think that's why I'm scared of liking someone. because I know that that person doesn't like me back, and I would honestly rather not put my feelings and my sanity through more pain than it has to.
here, let me explain a little more.
so, there's this guy. and I like him. I do. I've admitted it. but.. I don't think he likes me back. not like that, at least.
so my solution is to get over him. to stop liking him like that, and just go back to being good ol' friends.
reasonable solution, yes? I don't want to get my hopes up only for it to not go anywhere.
because I feel like in the end, if I keep feeling this way, it'll just be a letdown in the end. I mean, if he starts to like me back then well I guess that of course won't be a letdown, but I don't think there's a possibility of that.
I just.. don't want to get hurt.
and I think that's all liking someone does. it just leads to hurt.
for someone so optimistic about life, I'm really pessimistic about relationships, I think.
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