Prayer.

The things going on in the world.
seems like everywhere you turn,
there's suffering.
there's pain.
there's loss.
there's trouble.
there's a problem.
that needs to be fixed.
but no one steps in.
or if they do, it's not enough.
either if it's a big problem or a small problem...
I hear about it...
and I end up feeling helpless.
and left out.
compared to these problems,
my problems seem like nothing.
then I feel bad, for being so selfish.
the world is changing.
there's moments.. when I truly believe the world will end in 2012.
I'm not going to go on a rant about why I think so.
but.. so many problems.
around the world.
and no one is stepping in.
I feel so helpless.
I want to say the right thing,
I want to do the right thing....


but I don't know what that thing is.

so all I know is,
I'm sorry I can't do anything. I really really want to.
but I can't.
I feel so helpless.

even when i TRY to say something that might even offer some comfort....

I feel like it doesn't help.

all I'm good for is cheering people up.

which is why I'm never good at deep conversations.

I don't like opening myself up too open.

I don't like getting too deep.

because then I don't know when I'll stop.

anyway, this isn't about me.

this is about you.

I'm sorry for everything you've been through,
everything that's gone wrong.
I feel so helpless..
and I just can't find the words to say.

but it's in His Hands.
trust. in Him.
he's by you, every step of the way.
carrying you when you've fallen,
aiding you when you're getting back up.

you will be in my prayers.

Believe In Him.
Trust In Him.

Pray.