worth.

you know those songs that make you feel so passionate and you just want to explode?
my friend made one of those songs- it's really good. kudos to you, Dorothy.

there's so much talent in the people around us, and sometimes I can't help thinking that compared to them I'm just not worth much. I don't know WHY I think it.. maybe it's just how many times I tell myself that or how many times I hear it from other people.. but when my friends are using their talents it just hits me that I don't have any.. and it's a big downer.
I mean, sure, maybe I'm not too shabby at flute.. but what good is it? how will it help me in the future? and I'm not that great at school either.. my future is looking especially dim right about now.
whatever. sometimes I just start thinking and from there everything goes down.

love you all!