Wow, I haven't posted in a long time. since the last week of school, to be exact. A month ago! I'm so sorry! I've been meaning to blog, but I always either forget/the problem is resolved.
So, I'm blogging now. Yesterday I went to the fair that takes place in my city every year - and I went with my mom. When arriving there, I saw my two friends who I used to be really close with. So, naturally, I bombard them with hugs (literally) and explain that "I missed you so much!" and "I LOVE YOU!". Although the enthusiasm was somewhat returned, I could sense a 'barrier' in our friendship, for lack of a better word.
It just didn't seem the same anymore. I don't know what happened, but we weren't that close anymore. They became really close, and didn't really include me - I guess I wasn't close friends with them anymore.
Though the thing is; every time I hung out with them, at the end of the night I'd have to fight not to get upset/depressed. They'd always insult me, jokingly of course, but it'd still make me feel inferior/dumb/upset.
I talked with my mom about this last night and we talked about how friends don't last forever. friends come and go. and while I don't like thinking that - I think it's true. My mom said that if you get too close to someone; you're bound to have a falling-out. And, I agree.
Well.. I'm having them over for a party today. we'll see how things go.
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