Monday, June 21, 2010

I'm sick.


I'm sick of people judging me.
I'm sick of thinking that I have to change in order for people to like me.
I'm sick of being left behind.
I'm sick of no one caring.
I'm sick of pretending.
I'm sick of IGNORANCE.
I'm sick of people not accepting me for who I really am.
I'm sick of having to do something for someone else.
I'm sick of feeling like I have to do something in order for people to like me.
I'm sick of having to act some specific way for acceptance.
I'm sick of not being accepted.
I'm sick of betrayal.
I'm sick of feeling left out.
I'm sick of feeling like I don't belong.
I'm sick of people making me feel like I don't belong.
I'm sick of people pretending to be something they're not.
I'm sick of society.
I'm sick of all people do in order to fit in.
I'm sick of the things people say and do to get a reputation.
I'm sick of the pressure you get from society.
I'm sick of judgment from a first look.
I'm sick of being used.
I'm sick of being so easily disposable.
I'm sick of social groups and cliques.
I'm sick of being forgotten.
I'm sick of feeling like you have no friends.
I'm sick of feeling alone.
I'm sick of just being there.
I'm sick of people conforming to society.
I'm sick of people.




sometimes, I really like just being by myself.
being antisocial.
just, nothing and no one but me and my music, and myself.

just, keeping to myself.

feeling like I don't need anyone else.

but yet I do.



I'm really sick of the PEOPLE in this world.

and

I'm really sick of SOCIETY and the way it changes them.







sometimes, I just like being alone.





but no, not always.




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